Disappointment

This world just seems to be full of disappointment. it seems like its the only constant in my life currently. The pressure of letting down my parents. the disappointment when people let you down, when they do things that you never expected them to do. Yesterday, she really pissed me off. and i dont understand how she can come to school, and act like as if nothing happened. no one in their right mind would be fine with her after hearing all the low blows. it was seriously a cheap shot. and it was such a let down. i dont fucking understand how the fuck she thinks. friends are suppose to help each other. so when they ask you for help, you help. how is that asking for too much? i've helped her more then shes helped me. I had some form of respect for her, but after this, its just brings back the stereotype that ive noticed. and after this incident, it makes me bring back into question, whether or not i can really trust her and whether or not shes as good of a person as i had thought. but i know, a lot of respect has been lost, and its gonna take a lot to win it back