Isnt it true?

you never stop being fucked up. you just change the way you are fucked up and then delude yourself into thinking that you've changed when in reality, your just as messed up as when you started, just in a different way. then when you find someone like your previous self, you judge them and think you know everything. but you actually dont. your situation and their situation may not have been the same, and what you did to help yourself may not help them. and whats the point in trying to help them? since you havent really helped yourself. I am depressed, and all i want is someone to love and accept me. she says shes changed, but she really hasnt. if she really looked at herself, it would be extremely evident. constantly changing who you love and just getting attached to the first person that asks. she is still the same as me, but more delusional. i dont mean any offence to her, but i just wish she would have listened and not act like she knows everything. thats what really pisses me off plus she like to keep rubbing shit in my face and i'm just so tempted to tell her mean things that i know will happen.