What now?

Now that all this is over, what now? where do we go from here? i dont know what to think anymore. should i be happy for her? i think i should, but it kills me inside just to think about it. i mean, its just burns. even if she did come back to me, i dont think i will ever be able to be with her. so many good memories, crushed by one simple sentence, " i dont love you like i used to". this is exactly why i hesitated at the very beginning. I DIDNT WANT IT TO TURN OUT THIS FUCKING WAY. But no one will ever believe me. and its not like them knowing the facts now will change anything. this feeling sucks, and I know that it is here to stay for a long time to come. suffer in silence, as they would always say. how am i suppose to feel right now? she broke my heart, and to me it seemed like she was heartless when she did it. but, i'm sure that wasnt the case. but what evidence is there for me to believe otherwise? from what some of my friends told me, she stopped loving me way before she even told me. and to me it seemes like i was led on. but i'm really sure that wasnt the case. i really dont want it to be the case, cos then i really wont have any other choice then to just walk. breaking a heart is one thing, deception is another and in its own class. things just wont be the same and i dont know where to go from here. all i need is a little guidance. everyone needs help, even superman. and i know i'm no superman.