:( damn

sometimes its not the big things, but the small things that really just...
What happened to all the times when she would keep me up till 1 in the morning just talking and when we used to always talk everyday? where have those times gone? why have they gone? what made it this way? just too many questions, to which i will never get the answer too. in times like these, how can u expect me to keep a smile on my face and say everything is ok? its just so damn sad that we lost it almost as fast as it came along. i dont want it to end, or at least not end like this..... sometimes, running away from life seems like a very promising prospect.