Life

I hate my past and the present. i keep telling myself that the future will be better. But will it really be better?  ever since i had to tell myself that, what occurred just turn out worst then what has happened. can life not be a bitch for once? or at least let me find the one that will make my life less of a shit storm of fucking bad luck.I guess i just 'lucky' enough to get the angel of pain and sorrow to watch over me. so far, she hasnt failed at her job. as the days go by, my life just gets more fucked up and the more it isnt worth living anymore.