That day

I wonder what that day will be like when it comes. both her and me know it WILL come no matter how much we don't want it to, but life's just a bitch and bad things do happen very very often. but what will both of us feel when we no longer have that special thing that we have right now? will we still feel what we feel for each other now? or will it become one sided? who will he or she be? will we ever be able to continue to be close friends? just some of the questions that will eventually be answered with time. as much as i don't want to know the answers, as humans, we are curious and want to know answers to things that we know may possibly hurt us. but till that day comes, i will just have to treasure what we have now and with every passing day, hope that this dreaded day isn't the next day