Perspective

It seems as though that's all it boils down to. Perspective. It seems like that is all anything revolves around. I wasnt always like this. By this I mean all pessimistic and emo. I used to be happier. Until the incident. That's when I told myself to "trust no one. Not even yourself" that's why I'm like this. I need a change in perspective. There needs to be a huge motivator and a big payoff cos it ain't no easy task to just change the way I think. It's a core feature that is hard to change. Although I hate it, my perspective does help sometimes. I need a shift in paradigm, and I need it ASAP.