I dont know why. but is just feels like something is bothering me right now. maybe im just letting the stress of work and exams etc get to my head. my mind is one of those moods where just one single thought will flourish into a whole huge clusterfuck of bad thoughts that just get me all worked up for no reason. and right now im feeling very annoyed and on the verge of being pissed for almost no absolute reason. whats bugging me now is that, i dont wanna be one of those guys who tells his girlfriend to not talk to someone just cos he feels that that person is a threat or he just doesnt like the guy. i admit, i really dont like the guy in my case. hes someone of no fucking morals and doesnt deserve to breathe the same air as us. dont get me wrong, i dont think im some fuckin perfect angel with perfect morals. but if you were in my position, i think any normal person would understand what im going through. hes a real piece of work. i swear. but even though what happened between them was in the past, that fact that only her,him and i know, is really killing me because hes a fucker and everyone deserves to know that. its not something that should be hidden at all. i dont feel comfortable with him talking to her. nor do i feel comfortable around him. but i just have to put up with it and its killing me so bad right now. i dont even know why im thinking about it. i just am and its fucking bugging the hell out of me. i have brought up the fact about me not being comfortable with her talking to him. and the analogy i used was like as if " you're making friends with the enemy". but the fact that no one knows what happened, means that she cant just stop talking to him cos some of her friends are his friends, and people would question. nor do i wanna restrict her. i just dont like him. If you're lost about my situation, just think about it this way.
Imagine you got a new partner, can be boyfriend or girlfriend. then imagine that your current partner is still good friends with a sort of " Ex" and they still talk and message and shit. wouldnt you be the slightest bit concerned or annoyed? well thats how i feel right now. and i dont know what to do now.
