it may sound stupid that i am getting angry over this asshole that she used to like and did things with. but i have a valid anger for him. cause even though she liked him at that time, he liked her best friend. even still when he liked her, he still fooled around with her. ( as i write this, the anger is slowly growing inside. i can feel it) then he suddenly cut her off and then got with the best friend. leaving her in the dark and left with so many questions.
now this is where i reasons come it. i dont like him, not because he fooled around with her, but because he did it when he supposedly liked her friend. hes a fucking bastard with a lack of moral values. and she has to go on pretending like nothing happened and like as if she ok with everything that happened and pretend to still be friends with him. but the best friend still doesnt know what happened. which shows that hes a man whore and also a liar. thats exactly why i dont like him, yet i have to deal with his punk ass for her. you dont know what id do to him if i had him in a room for 10 mins. someone will be coming out on a stretcher and it aint gonna be me.
anyway to get back on point, hes the reason why ive been getting pissed for quite a while. i dont know why i think about it, when no one brings it up. it just bothers me. but then i just let it go. but i cant hide my hate for him when i do see him in person.
i need help. what should i do? im lost. should i just continue with this cycle and just keep quite? or should i tell her to do something? she already knows i dont like him. but even then...
