Day 3: Detachment

I need to start to detach myself from some of these memories. when they start to creep back into my head, they make me sad again.but dont get me wrong, i'll still keep the best ones. how can i not? she gave me some of the most romantic moments ever in my life. i think this will be a challenge but it can be done. all i need is just some good distractions. that wont be hard to find. the table that i ordered online a few days ago should be coming today. that will distract me for a good bit of the day cause i will get a chance to reorganize my work area. i think i may recover soon. maybe by day 4 or 5. maybe she'll start to talk to me again. i hope so, cause its getting a bit lonely at home by myself doing nothing cause no one is free. there are so many things i wanna tell her. hopefully she will talk to me soon. the road to recovery hasnt been easy so far, and the last part of the process is the hardest, but most important. i want to be good friends with her like the past. and i know its possible if she gives me another chance. if not, well... lets not think about that outcome right now, or at all for that matter. the processes is almost over, and i'm already feeling a lot better then that day.