End of day 1

Today has come to an end. today was mainly used to gather my thoughts and accepting the facts. it hurts, but i have to move on. i needed this today. cos i believe that the first step to moving on is to first accept the facts. i guess it has improved my mood a bit. shes still on my mind, but i know she shouldnt be.but something that really still bugs me to this day, was that day when she forgot. i dont think i will ever be able to forget that, but i have to get her off my mind, and thats what tomorrow will be used for. today has been okay i guess. the thoughts are still bothering me. i have come to find out the problems and i have been working on the solutions. i have also used today to just try to reconcile, and also try to move on. i feel that there has been good progress. lets see how the next 6 days will be like. i have a good feeling about them. but only time will tell.