I will get better. I must.

I have given myself a few days. i will get better. i promise. just dont leave and you'll see. i meant what i said in the past. and i'll do anything to get it. this isnt the first time that i have been like this. but in the past i had help getting through this. I am a boy. and to become a man, i need to get through this myself. One week. I promise. just check back in one week. if your still not convinced and you still want to leave, then i wont stop you. but just give me one last shot.