she just doesnt get it

she tells me all these things about why she didnt wanna be attached. then now she says that she may. she knows i hate it when people lie to me, so why the hell does she fucking still do this?! hiaz anyway all i know is that i've lost it all already. she will never give me a chance and she doesnt realize all the pain she is causing me. shes always so cold and she distances herself from me. maybe i should just get out of her life. she doesnt seem to like me in it anymore anyway. i shall just put on a masquerade in front of her and anyone else. i know i have to move on, cos shes never gonna be with me, but its difficult. maybe with all this pain, it may happen soon. hopefully.